3 months down.

I am back in Utah after what I would call a ROUGH 2 weeks. Obviously from my latest post you knew that my wonderful friend Stacia's husband was KIA in Afstupidstan. I flew out as soon as I could to be with her and was fortunate enough to be able to stay up until today. I know beyond a shadow of a doubt those girls would be there for me just like we were all there for her. I don't think you understand the deep and meaningful bond that us Marine Wifeys share. We are a family. I have so much love for them and same comes back around (I hope I am just not assuming)
To my friend Stacia. I love you and I admire you so much. Your faith has really made me reconsider going back to church. Your smile surprised me when I got off the plane. I don't know how you do it but you are so amazing. I have your back until the end of time and no matter what comes our way. The Marine wives got each others back.
To LarryD I didn't know you well but from the stories I heard while with your wifey...I can tell you were the life of the party and I know you had a smile from ear to ear whenever she was around. You watch over Stacia from heaven. Rest in Peace. "I fought a good fight kept the faith and won."


To go back to work tomorrow... it's gonna be well... nothing is gonna have changed. I will go back to a group of people who don't know what happened and I can tell them where I have been for the last 10 days. I am happy to have a job to go back to but I wish that I could skip the questions. I wish that things would change at work and more people would think about our military and think about what they say to me before speaking. OH if you read my blog and work for me I do have to let you know something and don't get your feelings hurt... but I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE when someone asks how many times he gets to call and I tell them about once every 7 to 10 days and they say "That's not too bad." REALLY? why don't you try going 10 days without a phone call from your spouse while he is in a war zone. Help me out and don't ask that question again cause I might snap.
I am very on edge about everything. I feel myself snapping at anyone for saying anything. It's not a good thing. I am gonna try my best to keep my word vomit from coming out...but you can only hold so much back.