I could be in jail this time next week

Depending if I get caught or not.... Well yesterday was a VERY bad day and it doesn't stop there. Being in Utah my "friends" aren't doing so hot on being there... I understand they DONT understand what I am giong through but it's hard... I would like you to take some of your own time to think about what it would be like to have a husband and watch him leave on a bus knowing he wasn't coming back until November. Then you hear about casualties that have occured WITH HIS UNIT! It's like if a guy died at your husband's work and it could happen to yours. HOW would that make you feel? OH and I can't believe that I am posting this but HOW is it even compareable to how I feel when your husband leaves for a weekend trip and you KNOW how I feel? No you don't. Your husband doesn't have a posiblity of stepping on a bomb or having people shoot at him do you? I didn't think so. So I tried to be the nice friend and try and keep up with everyone elses life but it doesn't seem I am doing a good enough job so... no friends from Utah for me. It's okay I get to see one of my best friends this next week and I can't wait. Sarah never makes excuses to me on why she can't hang out, she never just has not texted back because she was "Busy." In other words Sarah is a better friend from 5 states over than most of my Utah friends 3 cities over. I am sorry to rant and rave but THIS is my blog and I want to be pissed if I want to. If you have a problem with it stop reading my blog. If you are reading this and asking yourself what did I do wrong... than this post is NOT about you. My family has been great and there are a couple friends that I have yet to have made a date to see each other but I know that you are trying.
SO on to my bad day yesterday. It started out good I got my hair done and eyebrows waxed...they needed it. And got home worked out and the salon called and said I shorted them 10 bucks... now I wouldn't have cared if they would have just caught the mistake while I was still there but they didn't I say eat your mistake but that is not how this place runs I guess. So I paid that and got ready for work and I am driving to work NOT kidding you EVERY person on the road was going 10 under so I would get into another lane and some ass would cut me OFF EVERY SINGLE PERSON!! I get to work it's not busy...only made 30 bucks for being there 4 and a half hours. While I am there some girl comes and runs her big cookie tray that is JUST out of the oven into the back of my arm... she says "excuse me" in a pissed off "you are in my way" kind of voice... and I am left to hold my burning elbow... I am LIVID at this point... I start to drive home and I get off my exit and some asses pull out in front of me while I am going 50 I slam on my breaks and turn to the next light and turn my blinker to go left and some ass who's supposed to stop DOESNT and I almost get in a crash with this loser... after flipping him the bird I start driving again and then SOMEONE else cuts me off... CMON utah drivers you are making the rest of us look bad... QUIT BEING FREAKING RETARDED!!!!!
And I am done